| | "Drink till we can't feel feelings anymore"
Is that even possible? Were it, perhaps it would become my mantra. I'm one sad, sick, twisted individual in a hellhole full of those I could claim my brethren. I'm the majority. Personally I feel like that should be a problem but then I take a hit of another cigarette and recall how I don't give a damn.
These gahdamn streets are depressing sad colors of gray and crimson. Blood of the rats who've found their expiration dates so much sooner than they could've ever imagined. Rats that wear human faces but still can't help but pick off the bones of the fallen. I hate this shithole but it's the only home that could ever accept me anymore. Or at least that's what the FnF seem to cycle on repeat when I give a ring.
Friends and family ...what a joke. The only friend I have is the warmth of the bar stool as it keeps me just balanced enough to take another sip. Sure the place is filled with enough toxins to decrease the pathetic nature of bodily regeneration but does that mean I should care? Who lives forever anyway; right. Not I, no sir, too long has it been since I could remember such a desire. Suits me like a fine Kenneth Cole.
Can't see straight anymore. Clouds have formed and don't wanna go away. What happened to me is a question long disregarded. Man I hate myself. But that's this city; isn't it. Sick sad world of mine, black-murky dark of the reflection of my eye. No care for why, but remorse in death. Too long for a good motto so I guess I'll continue to rush these rocks clean. Maybe the next one should be dry. Would do it well with all that room to be free, even if the glass walls still confine it till I set it free into my mind.
"Just drink," a few more shots of life-liquid brings me to conclude my search. Maybe I can get back to myself once I fall. Sure, and tomorrow'll be Christmas for the rest of our lives. I hate the taste...
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